Wednesday, March 30, 2005

so tired...

I'm SO TIRED today.

  • tired of struggling to breathe
  • tired of constantly scrounging for food around this barren house
  • tired of coughing
  • tired of wheezing
  • tired of laundry
  • tired of this fungus-infested 20 year old carpet
  • tired of hearing the kids bicker
  • tired of having no health care
  • tired of calling doctors for an appointment this week
  • tired of them all telling me no because the doctors are on vacation this week
  • tired of having a backyard that is not fenced in and nothing but dirt
  • tired of choking
  • tired of not sleeping
  • tired of praying, to no avail
  • tired of hoping beyond hope that things will change

I'm just so, so, so, so, so tired.

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