so tired...

I'm SO TIRED today.

• tired of struggling to breathe
• tired of constantly scrounging for food around this barren house
• tired of coughing
• tired of wheezing
• tired of laundry
• tired of this fungus-infested 20 year old carpet
• tired of hearing the kids bicker
• tired of having no health care
• tired of calling doctors for an appointment this week
• tired of them all telling me no because the doctors are on vacation this week
• tired of having a backyard that is not fenced in and nothing but dirt
• tired of choking
• tired of not sleeping
• tired of praying, to no avail
• tired of hoping beyond hope that things will change

I'm just so, so, so, so, so tired.